Yea, its a very disturbing movie. Imagine a worse version of 8MM with nick cage. Although, the movie is actually good if you can look past the messed up actions that happen, i would describe it as a modern day shakespear. If you do watch it, i reccomend watching it by yourself, or with buddies, no gf or parents, especially kids lol. SOA is awesome! the story line keeps getting better and better, just wait till you catch up If you havent seen Breaking Bad, i reccomend that to everyone. Thats the best TV series ive ever watched hands down, sopranos and SOA are right behind it though