I am on here before the game today to tell you guys why I have not been posting , over the past summer I met a woman who has changed my life for the better , but at the same time october 1st of this year my Little Sister who was a bengals fan , Julia Hayes , passed away after a 15 year fight with gastroparesis and diabetes . My last time with her before her passing where she was healthy looking was the Ravens Bengals game , this is why I am ok with our loss there because I saw my sis smile . She was only 32 , and with my mom just overcoming cancer and me being on disability we are tapped we have a Go fund me but I wont post it here if anyone wants to help message me and I will send you the link , something makes me want to say that one kick the teased the steelers where it looked like it was going in then out then in the went back out was my sister , she shared our disdane for the steelers .......