you say the athlete in you is part of your reasoning. It's the same for me, but for different reasoning. I struggled with major knee injuries and never gave myself enough time to get 100%. I always got on the field/mat as soon as I could because of the competitor in me. Those are decisions I regret because it hurt me more than anything. Doctors always cleared me, but I was never ready. That's where I come from.Point: Competitors aren't capable of making rational decisions and Doctors really don't know or care as much as you'd like.