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my telephone service is all messed up...it says due to telephone company problems we cannot complete your call please try again....ggrrr !!!

no school Baltimore county tomorrow again..wow Irene sure has made a mess !!

i know keeping certain things in is not good but i just do not know how to let them out in a good way ..but it is not going so well keeping certain things in an it is becoming harder an harder to handle it an live with these emotions that run through me hurting me an driving me crazy at the same time...what to do an how to say it ??!!

aawww...bre's little crush from school just called her..little kaleb they have been gabbing on the phone for awhile it is so cute !!!!

so bre is excited for school tomorrow ..she has Mrs.Reisher.. bre-bre has her outfit ready an all the supplies she has so far in her book bag an ready to go !! uh-i think i am the one who is not ready for her to go ..lol but i know after a bit i will be ok!!

our camping trip is coming up soon..i cannot wait were going to have some fun !! i got alot of laundry an house cleaning done an i put a pot roast in earlier for dinner tonite..well for mike an randi i do not eat it..so hhhmmm now what to get into ???

as we were re-organizing my daughters room we started to see her dresser shake an thought it was just falling over then the whole house shook under us an it was shaking so much it felt like something had been slamming into the house or something at first then u fell how much more the ground below my feet was moving an then it was like oh [profanity deleted] its an earthquake...

5.9 earthquake scared the [profanity deleted] out of all of us!!!

i love going for late nite swim..after i cleaned up my back yard an goit all back in order since the big rain came through an messed things up alot back there..i had to clean shock an out chlorine in the pool an afterwards i got in for awhile ..then ended up with bre an mike at marks an got in there pool till just a few mins ago...nite is the best time for a peaceful swim undr the stars an moon light !!!

i love being so irritated ,annoyed,nerves are shot, very angry about things an just all out straight stressed an seems to be no end to it soon!! im loving it an so glad it has continued into another day !! uh...this reverse psychology things so not working !!! an im so sick of all these heavy emotional days it is totally wearing me down..way down !!!

ready for this friday's game..go Ravens !!! i am so glad we can play now an i am watching to see how our yonger lines going to do !!

Every woman deserves a man who calls her baby, kisses her like he means it, holds her tight like he never wants to let go, doesn't cheat, wipes her tears when she cries, doesn’t make her jealous of other women, instead makes other women jealous of her, is not scared to let his friends know how he really feels about her, and lets her know how much he really loves her........... Re-post if you agree!!!!

labor day will be our relax day were we have pjs on till late do our breakfast for dinner an watch movies an just chill at home its been nice having the last 4days being able to have all 3 of us home cuz mike does work crazy hours..so we miss him through the week...but the 4 daywkends been great!!!

man im sleepy..i might lay down w/ bre for an hour cuz she said she's tired too ..think she said she's putting a strawberry shortcake movie in so guess we'll have some sweet nap time dreams....lol

oh i can't wait to move back to the country bre loves it there so much more then here..it cracks me up when where up allens an she says how much she likes the peace an quiet...she sounds just like me...lol

well.. 2day is clean house an do laundry..try to get somethings organized around here..lol we'll see how far i get cuz im sorta in a lazy mood 2day!! but so excited to have anther good weekend coming up so i gots to get my behind in gear..lol

so mike gets up in about 15 mins for work an ive still not feel asleep..im so use to it, i sleep from like 5:30 am till about 9am or a bit after when my daughter gets up..weird huh!! im hoping when she starts school it'll help me feel like i have to sleep more i dunno but no matter i'll still be up doing what ever i gotta do!! gtg..make him breakfast!!

another day of sadness an feeling alone..even though i know im not!! im in one of those downward spirals an even though im trying to hang on an pull myself back up.. but i keep sliding down!! im also tired of crying!!!